another sleepless night

Darkness all around. A shade occasionally makes a shape. A mixture of thoughts confuses my head. Too many things rush through my mind, and I cannot grasp any one of them. My heart beats like grazy. I'm sweating, lying and waiting. A warm wave of pressure sweeps over me. Waiting for the morning. These nights pass so quickly. Between a moment of real and unreal, of sleep and being awake. Why can't I get any sleep?